Friday, February 27, 2009

February 27, 2009

It's Friday morning. This week has flown by, but when I think of all that God has done, it seems much longer than just 5 days. I feel more and more drawn to make each moment count. Whether that means to be busy physically, slow down enough to interact with people, or be still to listen and just enjoy God's presence. During this time of focusing on the economy and thinking about being good stewards of our finances, it can be a reminder to be good stewards of the precious gift of time that God created and has given to us. I know that I have to remind myself of that often. And it's not a goal to achieve once and for all, it's actually a day by day journey. His plans for us on any given day are unique to each of us and to the circumstances He has allowed for those moments.

Yesterday was such a busy and very good day. It started off with a trip to the concierge/office of my building to pick up some boxes that were sent to me. I was asked about my role as a missionary here and if I would be interested in helping to coordinate a new endeavor to get the tenants of our building involved in some social justice ministry. This would include donating clothing and other items to give to the shelters and centers, volunteering time to serve at these places as well as at a hospital, working with some of the kids in the neighborhood, etc. I cannot tell you how excited I am about this opportunity!!! God has laid it at my feet and answered so many prayers in this one adventure. After I return from AR I'll be talking with Amelia to plan and coordinate this new plan. This is huge for me.

Well, the boxes I picked up were filled with hundreds of socks that the kids at my home church in AR had collected and sent here for us to give out to the homeless. I'm spreading them out among the places that can use them. This may sound like a simple thing to do, but a clean, new, soft pair of socks is a wonderful gift for someone who does haven't much and doesn't often get to clean their meager collection of clothing. Happy feet in NYC is a really big deal!!

I really enjoyed the food at the Indian restaurant yesterday. I had plenty of time to get there so I took extra time to enjoy the view from the buses and to walk in areas I haven't been before. (I also missed one of my stops and went further than intended, but it was a treat to get to do that. I got to see so much.) The restaurant we chose had a buffet and I got to try a little bit of many dishes. Each had a wonderful flavor. With the exception of some fried items, I could eat almost everything cooked 'Indian' style. We were in the Murray Hill area of Manhattan. This particular neighborhood is nick-named 'Curry Hill' because of the abundance of Indian restaurants and stores. The fragrance in the air was heavenly!

I always enjoy my time with Jenny and our culinary adventures. We walked back up Lexington Ave and chatted and decided to walk through the Waldorf Astoria. I was taking pics, but got more involved in chatting than picture taking, but it was really pretty inside the old hotel.

I ended up walking the rest of the way home because the bus just didn't seem to want to follow my schedule. I stopped by Whole Foods and got some nuts and fruit. There was some good deals on grapes and blackberries and blueberries. That made up for the price hike in my favorite nut and dried fruit mix. Good food at some good sales. Yay!!

I rushed home and packed up some socks and headed to Coffeehouse to help serve dinner with my some great workers. Thursday nights are some of my favorite volunteer opps. It was good to get home and put my feet up and I actually went to bed before midnight again! I got a good workout of walking all over. I'm glad the weather is getting a little more accommodating to being out.

Off for my next adventure, aka God's plan for today!

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

February 25, 2009

Wednesday night. It's been a good couple of days. God is filling my time with lots of little joys and opps to talk about Him. He's also given me some moments to keep me grounded... so far this week I have almost left my extra book bag at a train station, got that same bag caught in the subway train doors, banged my leg on the turn-style at another subway station (have a huge bruise), gotten on a bus going the wrong direction and almost got run over by a taxi. I'm glad He keeps me humble!

Yesterday, I went to Queens to have a lunch meeting with Mike. I enjoyed traveling to the quiet neighborhood. Mike enjoyed not having to travel to Manhattan. Good deal. It was really nice to sit and talk and catch up on how we are each doing and all things Parable-related. And a healthy lunch is always nice.

We stopped to talk to a man in a little park on the way back to the train. He allowed us to take a picture of me talking with him. He had the cutest long gray beard in a ponytail under his chin. Anyway, he was unemployed, out looking for a job as a mechanic, and taking a break on the bench in the park. He had a calm essence about him. Just kind of matter of fact. Lots of people are out of jobs here (as everywhere); you just go on about your business and look for another one (which probably won't come along for a long time).

I scurried over to GCN to serve dinner with Mr. Lou. Vanessa was off for her birthday. There were 2 other volunteers working. One girl from NYU who I have worked with once before. She usually works different days than me. A former Bronx math teacher who lives in CT and takes the train into the city to volunteer at GCN on Tuesdays. He was really nice to talk with. It was a good night. I overheard one of the clients say that he had found a job. It's nice to see familiar faces at the center and even better to hear good news. I stopped off at Wild Greens Chop Shop for a big salad. I guess everyone around there heads home after work because the restaurant offers a 10% discount after 5pm to get customers. It was yummy.

Then I went to Bible study at Erin's. Every week I seem to have an 'adventure' on my way to Bible study. My sense of direction doesn't always work well south of 14th St. ha! Anyway, we were studying Mary this week. There was good conversation, insightful sharing and some prayer requests. Since I don't have a printer, Erin allows me to use her computer to print off docs on Tuesdays. It works out pretty well for me!

Today I went to the Upper East Side to get my hair cut by Allison. It's always a joy to visit with her. Even though I have to take 2 buses and almost an hour to get there. She asks about my church and friends. We talk about her family and about God. It's nice.

Then I ran down to meet with my friend Will, who is a church planter for one of the largest churches in Manhattan. He also comes to Parable. We don't get the chance to talk a lot on Sunday nights (and he travels abroad a lot), so we got to catch up a little today. I value his Christian wisdom and his friendship.

I then walked over to GCN to serve dinner tonight. Vanessa was back and Mr. Lou was working. Then we had 5 more volunteers show up. One guy comes randomly to help. 4 of the people were employees from an advertising company. We accomplished a lot tonight in short order! Besides serving meals, we also got snacks ready and we tag-teamed 50 pounds of potatoes and another 20 pounds of carrots. I find so much joy in listening to other people's stories. One girl is from Japan, one from Serbia. We discussed moving to and living in America, NYC, driving, and other stuff. It was interesting hearing about how the economy has affected their company, their clients' companies and such. It effects everyone differently.

Speaking of different perceptions... I was standing on the curb today and a van stopped abruptly at a red light. A concrete truck hit it hard enough in the rear that the van scooted about 4 feet forward. A taxi had to swerve way too close to me for my own comfort to avoid the vehicles. Now, anywhere else, the drivers of the vehicles would have gotten out of their rides, checked the damage and called the police for an official report for their insurance companies. In NYC, if the vehicle still moves, you just accept it. Who wants to hold up traffic waiting on the cops? The van driver just looked over at me and shook his head back and forth like he was disgusted at the cement truck driver. The cement truck stayed where it was up against the van until the light turned green again. Then everyone went on their merry way. This isn't the first time I've seen 'contact' between vehicles, usually not as noisy, but still no one cares unless it's a fancy car or someone gets hurt. Another one of those NYC oh well moments...

Tomorrow I will be meeting a friend to try out an Indian restaurant. I'm anxious to see what all healthy stuff I can find on their menu. I can't wait to taste those new (to me) spices. I'll try to fit in some laundry or other pre-trip chores before heading off to serve dinner at Coffeehouse. I look so forward to seeing my 'peeps' at the kitchens.

I think God is nudging me into my AR schedule. He's waking me up earlier each day and sending me to bed before midnight. I am thankful, too, that AR is an hour behind NYC time. Who better than the Creator of Time to help me adjust! He's so good in so many ways.

I've had word lately about new illnesses to family, serious progression of illness to a friend, unexpected death in the family of another friend, have gotten to speak to a couple of friends for the first time in a long while, and met new friends. God is filling my weeks with so much. He's giving me a full life in NYC. I pray that I can be faithful to be ready for the opportunities He brings. I ask you to pray that for me, and for yourselves as well. May we all be ready...

Monday, February 23, 2009

February 23, 2009

It's Monday and it's been a couple of cold days to be out running around. But I have enjoyed it all. Saturday I met my friend for tea. By the time I got home, Nita's mommy was ready to pick her up. I miss having her little furry self around, but she was glad to be home, I'm sure.

Sunday I got to help serve lunch at Coffeehouse. I haven't been there on Sundays for a while. I got to see Myra, one of the workers that I have missed. She and Alfonso are helping me with my Spanish vocabulary. I definitely need to be more disciplined on that subject!!

Parable met at Erin's conference room Sunday night. Will shared more on the subject of the 'desert series' that Mike started a few weeks ago. It was very good. After the message/discussion, I headed home while everyone else settled in with their ballots to watch the Oscars. I was tired and very glad to get home to my jammies and warm apartment.

I had my camera with me today at the Clinton center. We were taking pictures of me actually working (ha) and some of the other volunteers. Due to confidentiality, I can't post most of them, but we had a great time taking them. I met a new volunteer who I'll see every Monday. It was her first day there and she loved it. I'll get to visit more with her each Monday. Fun!

Tomorrow I'll meet Mike in Queens for a little catching up and lunch. Then I'll serve at GCN and then off to Bible study. It will be a good day of input and sharing. I love the variety that God allows in my days. I'm always watching for the opps He provides in the 'normal' stuff.

I'm working on pics, info, display stuff, talking points, etc for when I go to AR on Sunday for GIC next week. There is so much to share. I'm praying about what parts God wants me to highlight. Please pray for me in this endeavor.

God unexpectedly answered a special prayer for me this week. He encouraged a fine lady back home to send me a financial love gift. This came right when I was wondering how I was going to make it through until my next 'support' check hits the bank at week's end. The timing was perfect (as God's timing always is) and it was special for me becuase the beautiful note card had a theme of a flowery tea pot. I'm really into tea right now and especially the 'quiet, reflective' time that having tea represents in many cultures. Also included in the package was a few old copies of IN TOUCH magazines. The title of one of them is "The Positive Power of Joy". That just made me smile even more. That package, and the love and gift from my friend truly brought me JOY!

I've got a lot of chores to accomplish this week before I head out of the city. Each day has a service opp and a meeting scheduled. I need to get my head sheared before I leave, too. I think it's all planned out, so we'll see how 'fluid' I am when God makes a few changes!! ha

I'm so excited to get to see all my friends in Rogers as well as the other M's who have gone out from my home church. There's going to be a lot of hugging going on!!!

I'm tired now, even after a 2 1/2 nap late this afternoon. I'm trying not to push it too hard while I'm still in 'recovery mode'. But I'm very thankful to feel good enough to do what I'm able. HE is my strength.

No matter what our limitations, we need to make the most of every minute and every day. We have to acknowledge and accept our limitations, but not let them become excuses. God knows what our abilities are in any given minute. He has planned accordingly. If He asks it of us, He provides the strength and way to accomplish it. The key is to look for HIS way. I have to remind myself of that daily. He is good... and patient!

And I'm thankful.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

February 21, 2009

Saturday morning. Nita decided I should wake up a little earlier than I would have liked, but, as a good host, I tried to please my house guest. Of course, she is napping all morning long while I'm up and about. Ahhh, a dog's life...

My laundry is caught up for the week, so I'm using the extra time this morning for some reading and Bible study (and blogging). I'm going to meet a friend for tea this afternoon. Then it's back to the computer to work on ministry stuff. Nita will be going home today. She snuck a text message to her mommy by using my phone yesterday. She's a pretty smart dog.

Thursday night at Coffeehouse was fun. Alfonso, Rhondalee, Clearance, Augustine, Derek and I were all working. It's fun to get to know them better each week. After my shift was over, I met a few friends for a movie. I've only been to 2 movies while living here and they were both in somewhat normal buildings. This movie house is in an old building on 42nd street and has 25 theaters. Our particular movie was showing on the 5th floor. I really enjoyed the escalator rides up and down the building. (for some reason I like escalators. Macy's has 9 floors with new and old escalators - what fun!) Anyway, my friends find it funny that I enjoy such simple things. Oh yeah, the movie was good, too.

It has been really cold and windy for a few days. I've been walking a lot this week so I've been dreaming of spring. But it's been good to feel well enough to walk a lot like I used to.

Yesterday I enjoyed working at Clinton Sr Center. During lunch, there was a group who did an old fashioned radio show. The clients seemed to enjoy it, even though many of them only speak Spanish. I didn't recognize the names of the actors, but their voices sounded familiar from TV and movies. One of the other volunteers and I were discussing weather and seasons, mother nature and God's creation. My perfect wish is 1 month of winter, 1 month of hot summer, 5 months of spring and 5 months of fall. I think maybe heaven will like that?? :)

After the lunch shift, I met a friend for a healthy smoothie at Jamba Juice in Times Square. It was a central location to meet, otherwise I try to stay out of the midst of Times Square. I still get impatient with the tourist traffic on the sidewalks. Oh how New York of me! I need to work on that attitude!

Last night I got to reconnect with a friend from AR that I haven't spoken with for a long time. She was one of the first people I met with I moved to AR in 1990. She doesn't enjoy computers much and I'm more into communicating through email and blog these days. We finally got the chance to use the good old telephone! It will be so great to see her when I visit AR next week.

Well, I think I'll join Nita in a quick nap before I head out for the afternoon. I think I could learn to love being a dog. At least one as cute as Nita.

She's my JOY for today!

Thursday, February 19, 2009

February 19, 2009

It's Thursday afternoon. I love Thursdays. I have no standing appointments until late afternoon, so that gives me the morning and early afternoon for 'chores' and extra time on Bible study and reading. I do a little catching up on work related projects, but try to keep the day for soaking up what God reveals through this special time with Him. I meet Him every morning during quiet time and journal my thoughts and love that time, too. But this extra special time on Thursdays is kind of like a special date between Father and daughter. It feels good.

I've had a good week. Tuesday night was really an encouraging time for me. It's when a few of us gals get together for Bible study (Twelve Extraordinary Women of the Bible). This week it was just 2 of us due to sickness. It was a great conversation of Hannah, being filled with grace, trusting God, and also talking about what's going on in our lives and with Parable. God shows me so much everyday. As you know, I'm celebrate the 'simple' and He gives me lots of opportunities to see Him at work in simple ways. I ended up walking to Bible study from GCN (a little over 2 miles) and it was a good bit of exercise since the weather keeps me from walking as much as before and I miss it. I had fruit and green tea for dinner while we chatted. My body was happy by the end of the evening. And my heart felt hugged by the encouraging conversation with Erin.

Yesterday I worked at GCN again for dinner. Some of the clients are feeling more familiar with me and thanking me for volunteering. That blesses me more than they can know. After serving the dinner rush I volunteered to peel potatoes. I got half way through the 50 pound bag before it was time for me to go. My mind kept humming the tune "you're in the Army now"... I really enjoy working there. Serving the gang is fun and I even enjoy cleaning up the kitchen because I know that it blesses the regular workers. It's so nice to feel like people are being blessed by what you do. God has put me in a good place here in NYC. I see His hand in so many things. I know He is guiding my ministry here. I'm just along for the ride. He's so good.

I'm puppy sitting a little Chorkie (Chihuahua and Yorkie mix) named Nita. She's a little over 2 pounds and cute as a button. It's just for a few days and I'm enjoying having her here. Mike and Jen are out of town for a few days and they know that I treasure her. I sent them a pic of her on an email message so they will know that she is being spoiled.


After serving dinner at Coffeehouse tonight, I'm meeting some friends to see a movie. I don't usually spend the money on a movie here, but I'm going more for the fellowship with these friends who I don't get to see much except at Parable once a week. It will be fun to spend time with them.

I've gotten requests from people who were 'referred' to me about assisting them in setting up opportunities for their teams to serve in NYC. I guess I've kind of got a network thing going on. That thrills me! I'll need to get it set up quickly before I set off for NWA!!

I'm very thankful today for the ways that God gives me to fill my time with His work, seeking Him in quiet times, serving others in His name, encouraging others to walk with Him, and keeping me busy each day in His work. It's never dull. It's exciting and calming and anxious and peaceful all at the same time. I'm so glad that He created emotions and feelings. How boring to live in a vacuum without them. The highs and lows are all a part of the deal. They make the relationship with Him more full. Salvation, grace, mercy, faith, love... It's what brings me JOY!!!

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Celebrating Joy... Join me in this Journey

The following is a letter sent out to my Prayerpartners of the last 2 years. It's a quick update about the journey that God has brought me on in NYC. I pray that God speaks to you in some way through these words. Thank you for your interest, prayers, love and support over this time of serving Him.


Celebrating Joy.........Join me in this Journey

It’s been over 2 years since God called me to prepare to come and serve Him fulltime in NYC. And in May, it will be 2 years since I arrived with my overstuffed suitcases and moved into my little apartment. I can still feel that excitement and apprehension all rolled into one. His call is my Joy.
God has blessed me in so many ways on this journey. He has also stretched, challenged, molded, humbled, grown, and drawn me closer to Him through everything He has allowed in my life. What Joy!


The transition from the411nyc to Parable Church has been interesting and rewarding. This strong body of believers and seekers want to know and trust God more deeply, and serve others in His name. Our church is very streamlined and basic, choosing to use our resources on ministry more than on office rent, etc. These changes have allowed me more time to personally serve and meet with more people to which God has provided opportunity to minister. I am very blessed to know, work beside, worship and minister with the people of Parable Church. Parable brings me Joy.
There have been some wonderful volunteer teams come to serve in NYC on short-term missions these last 2 years. Some of them will be lifetime friends and prayer warriors. I’ve been blessed, encouraged and challenged through those experiences. I pray that they have been also. They give me Joy.

As I start out serving in NYC in 2009, I find myself reflecting on how God has used my unworthy life to represent Him. He can use anything or anyone He chooses, even me, when I give Him control of my life. He’s equipped me with compassion, mercy and grace, and all I need to do is to love on people here in whatever way He directs – He provides the opportunities and I just share His love and compassion and truth. The Lord is my strength and my Joy.
There is more to serving here than just me being physically present. This ministry takes hundreds of obedient people praying, encouraging, coming to serve, and giving financially. This assignment has never been about just me. It’s about God’s people coming together for a particular goal that He has determined. This is Joy shared.

After much prayer over the last 4 months, I feel God calling me to stay and serve in NYC for another season. So many things are coming together for His truth to be revealed in the lives of people here. I’ve struggled with this decision only when I focused on finances. God has brought me back to the beginning of my journey of faithful provision. He has impressed upon me to focus on the ‘needs of others’ and He will take care of providing the ‘necessities for me’. His direction and provision bring Joy.

There are many expenses incurred in serving as a Missionary in NYC and God has been faithful through some very lean times. I know He will provide through His people the material needs for this coming year. It is my privilege to invite His people to join in this ministry. There is Joy in working together and being obedient to Him.

I ask you to prayerfully consider how God wants you to join in this ministry… through prayer, giving, coming to NYC, whatever HE directs. Be obedient, be blessed, and find Joy in serving Him.

Following Him Always,

Vickie

February 17, 2009

It's Tuesday morning and I've been busy cleaning my place, listening to praise music and working on the computer. It seems God talks to me in funny ways sometimes. I know He reaches each of us in the ways that are unique to us. We all listen and learn differently. I'm a visual person and learn best when I can 'see' a concept or can compare it to something I'm already familiar with. God speaks to me often in the seemingly most insignificant circumstances. I'm thankful that He does. I need simple! And He has used my simple mind and life to touch lives here. People often mention that they appreciate my simple faith, the simple way I pray, the way I direct most conversations back to the simple truth of knowing Jesus. (especially here where everyone is trying to be so intellectual and influential). God can use simple...

This morning as I was vacuuming my room, I was thinking about how it's a little difficult and comparing that to my life. You see, I live in a room in the corner of the basement of my building. It's next to the boiler room and across the hall from the elevator maintenance room. I've grown accustomed to the unique noises that these motors and machines make. They have become familiar. Anyway, back to my apartment floor... The floor is covered with old indoor/outdoor carpet that has raveling spots here and there. The floor underneath is concrete that is not level overall, and has lots of 'bumps' in it, since it was not meant to be anything more than a basement floor. All the bumps make it difficult to vacuum out the dust and dirt. My handy-dandy vacuum cleaner is more of a 'dustbuster on a stick', but works great for this small space. I can plug it into one of my few electrical outlets and the cord reaches throughout my whole place. :) Anyway, so, I'm thinking as I'm trying to cover each little spot on the floor, coming from different directions to find the best angle to reach those little crevices, that this would be easier if this floor wasn't being used for something that it wasn't designed for. It made me think about my life.

God created me to be a certain way, to follow His particular plan. But He also gave me a free will and the ability to choose how I want to live my life. Of course, some of those decisions I have made have created some 'bumps' that make it hard to get to the dirt in those 'crevices' I've created through my choices. Some of the difficulties I experience in keeping my life clean and maintained are like vacuuming an old carpet over a bumpy cement floor. It's not all smooth sailing. Sometimes I have to go over the same 'spot' many times. Sometimes I have to come at a 'problem area' from different angles to get the job done. My little vac is simple and basic, but with the 'right power' it functions just fine. God gives me the power and the tools I need to not only get through each day, but to explore, learn, cleanup, enjoy and share each experience. Instead of complaining that my walk with Him is not easy, smooth and flat, I am going to try to rejoice in that fact that there are bumps and crevices that require a little more attention from me and power from Him to tackle. I'm glad to be on this bumpy ride with Him.

I guess you could say that I'm finding Joy in my bumpy concrete floor!

Speaking of bumps...
You know when you're driving down the road and you go over those little hills that make your stomach flutter a little before you start down the other side? (a dear family I know calls those 'tickle bellies'). Some of the bumps we go over with God are like that. Not too high, out of our control enough to make us flutter a little, and a little exhilarating after the plunge. Not being a fan of rollercoasters and the like, I enjoy these little tickle bellie hills. They make me smile and I'm thankful that God cares enough for me to give me that little Joy.

I pray you find Joy today. I'm looking forward to my next 'hands-on' lesson from God. I wonder what He's trying to teach me about all this dust...

Saturday, February 14, 2009

February 14, 2009

Happy Valentine's Day!
A day set aside each year to think about love, sweethearts, chocolate, flowers, jewelry, and all those other 'treats' in life that we find so sweet! Unfortunately, some people find this day to be depressing because they think they are missing out on love by not having a 'special someone' at the moment. I understand; I've been there in my past. It's been years since I've had a romantic someone in my life, and I'm very happy about that! I don't feel deprived at all by not having a romantic someone in my life.

God has filled my heart with all levels of that concept called 'love'.
I love Him so much. No one could be more faithful and true. No one could love me so unconditionally and be so forgiving and patient with me.

He gives me family and friends with whom to share the seasons of my life. Each relationship is as unique as the person I'm sharing it with. People who love me will lift me up to the Father, be honest in conversation, encourage and correct me, help me grow, share the joys and also the sorrows of my life.

He gives me a deep contentment, that I call love, for the work He allows me to do here in His name.

I'm so glad that 'love' isn't just romantic feelings between 2 people. Don't get me wrong, that kind of love is beautiful and a gift from God, and I do respect it (even though joke about it sometimes). I'm seriously glad that God created us with feelings and desires and emotions like happiness and joy. I'm also thankful that He can make 'love' meaningful on so many levels.

Now, back to today. Here's what I 'love' about the day He gave me:
  • I woke up feeling better than I have in the last week.
  • My friend, Ashley, came by with a goodie basket of some of my favorite things: strawberries, blueberries, tea, fresh veggies, hummus, and purple tulips!!
  • My lunch with Ashley was yummy - organic greens and fresh veggies on the bottom, grilled Mediterranean veggies on top with grilled salmon
  • A stop in at my favorite natural store for a carrot-pear-orange-ginger juice - YUM
  • Visits with 4 friends at the old space building
  • Observing 'interesting' people on the bus home
  • A stop in the library near my home
  • Receiving cards in the mail
  • Getting 'valentine' wishes from friends near and far by email and facebook

I'm praying that everyone feels love from someone today. And I pray especially that everyone stops to listen to God's words of love for them.

Blessings and Joy and Love to You!

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

February 11, 2009

It's Wednesday evening and I feel like I've lost most of the week by being sick. I'm praying that this cold/virus thing is the only one for the winter and spring. I know, it could be worse and could be the flu, but I just hate being 'held down' by sickness. Especially since I'm feeling so much better after the bout with my liver this fall. I'm just whiny today, I guess. Seriously, I'm thankful for every day that God gives me, no matter how I feel. (I just like to feel good!)

I've had the chance to get a lot more computer work done this week so far, since I haven't been able to serve in the shelters. Working from home has its advantages. And by not running across the city each day, I'm staying on top of my reading and Bible study. Good stuff.

I'm praying for friends who have had some difficult moments this week. Family illness, brutal deaths of friends, relationship issues, loss of income, personal sickness, etc. So many challenges for so many people. But we are held in the hands of a big God who knows every situation, tear and anxious breath. God has the answer for every concern, no matter how big or small. He takes good care of us, even when we don't see it because we're looking for 'our' version of the solution. Through every situation, He gives us the best gifts of all: His love and the chance to trust Him more with each day. I'd rather cling to Him through the roughest times than to have all I desire in a materially secure world. I do have to remind myself of that sometimes when I begin to fret over things. I'm glad to have reminders of how faithful He is in the provision of love, peace, assurance, faith, grace, mercy and promise. When we have eternal life with Him promised to us, how can we rightfully feel deprived on the journey? (I need to read this to myself daily.) And I'm thankful that He is forgiving over and over, as I have to be repeatedly reminded of His faithfulness. What a God we serve.

I'm working on what to bring with me to the missions conference at my home church, FBC Rogers AR, next month. I'm so excited to get to see everyone. It's an exciting homecoming. (can you imaging how more exciting the 'big homecoming' will be?) I try to think of what I can share so that people back home can really understand what life is like here in NYC, not just for me, but for the people who live here. I believe that to really effectively pray for people, you need to understand as much as possible about their lives. God knows all about each of us, but lifting someone up to Him grows us, too. The more we can understand others and their walks, the more we can appreciate just how big God is and how He can minister to them all in all their needs. And through that understanding and compassion, God can use us more effectively.

I wish I could bring all my friends from NYC with me to Rogers and introduce everyone to each other. I'd love for them all to know each other the way I do. I guess by doing all I can to help everyone have a relationship with Jesus, I'll be helping make it possible for everyone to finally meet in Heaven someday. One of the best Joys I can think of is to be surrounded by everyone I love and worshipping together at the Father's feet. Now, that's something to look forward to!!

In the meantime, I'll just try to put together some pictures and stories about my life here in NYC and how God has blessed me with so many people to meet, great friends to worship and serve with, and opportunities to share about Him. I'll leave it to God to help people understand how special each other is.

I'm off to make a salad. Even though my mouth can't really taste anything with this cold, I know that the salad is good for my body. Isn't that like our walk with God sometimes? Even though we don't always get immediate gratification, we know there are things that are good for us and we should follow through? (and that makes those tasty days even yummier!!)

Blessings & Joy!!

Sunday, February 8, 2009

February 8, 2009

Some days I can't remember what the date is, time goes by so fast. But today, there is no mistaking that it's the 8th. How do I know? Because my faithful friends, Jack and Nan McCartney always call me on the 8th of every month to wish me a 'happy month-a-versary'. What a treat that is for me! Nan even called from church this morning as she was moving from the choir room to the auditorium to join Jack for Bro Wes' message. That was so special. It made me feel like I was right there. You can be sure that on the 8th of every month I feel Joy!!

Yesterday (Saturday), I ran down to TSAC to sign a contract and pay rent for Parable to meet in a room for tonight. It's always good to see the familiar faces of Pepe (one of the doormen) and others who are tenants in 'our old' building. It's nice that we don't have to completely break ties with these people. On my way there, I stopped in at my favorite juice place and had the usual - carrot, orange, pear, ginger fresh juice cocktail. I need to go by there more often. I just love it and I always feel better after having a good shot of those natural vitamins!

I ventured down to Union Square to check out the farmer's market and maybe get some pics. I've never been there on Saturday before, and didn't know what to expect since it's winter. There were quite a few tents/booths set up. Most of the vendors come from upstate NY, Jersey, etc. There were everything from art, tshirts (lots with Obama on them), fresh bottled milk, homemade cheese, homemade bread and other baked goods, plants, cider, apples, other produce, homemade jams and jellies, herbs, elk meat, lamb, yarn made from sheep's wool, you name it and it was there. I can't wait to see what all is there in the spring and summer! I did treat myself to some cookies - sugar free oatmeal cranberry ones that were made with whole wheat flour and sweetened with grape juice. They were pretty good. I found a park bench in the sun and munched and then I spent some time talking to my Mom on the phone. It was nice to just hang out there for awhile.

Then I took the train up to 59th & 5th Ave to the SE corner of Central Park. I got some pics of The Plaza hotel, 'toy' soldiers at FAO Schwartz, horse carriages lined up for tourists, etc. I was surprised at how much snow was still on the grass in Central Park. But I guess with shade from all the little hills and the trees and the bridges, etc., that the snow hadn't had a chance to melt yet. Lots of people were just walking about. I love watching people in the park.










I stopped by my fav food store, Whole Foods, for some fresh produce and then headed home. I love shopping at Whole Foods because they have so much variety in produce, nuts, grains, seeds, organic stuff, etc. I'm still enjoying experimenting with foods that I had never seen before in the Midwest and South. Raw, natural and organic are my new goals. I've finally grown accustomed to buying food like a New Yorker - single vegetables and fruits at a time, small amounts of everything, etc. First of all, you have to carry it all home, so you only buy what you can comfortably haul with 2 hands. Then, I have no place to keep stuff, so it's not feasible to stock up. Also, fresh, natural, organic food doesn't have a long shelf life (that's why it's better for me) so I only get what I will eat for a couple of days. Then it's back to the store. But I like it this way. The exercise is good and I don't take the food for granted.

Speaking of healthy... I'm feeling so much better than I was in Oct/Nov. And I'm so thankful! Thank you for your prayers!! However, I'm still struggling with keeping my liver happy and getting it healthy. I can tell if I haven't gotten enough rest or if I have 'treated' myself to 'regular' food. Please keep me in your prayers to stay as diligent as possible to what is good for my body with it's particular problems. Also, I need to stay as healthy as possible so that my body can fight colds and viruses. I can't take cold meds and even tylenol or asprin are not good for me. Pray I keep my insides clean and healthy. That goes for my liver (physical) as well as my 'heart and soul'. I want only to put into my heart and mind what is wholesome in God's eyes. This physical journey helps me keep focused on the healthy spiritual journey as well.

This week's Bible study is on Hannah. It's been very enlightening. I love the way God reveals unexpected things with each study. I'm also participating in a book discussion group with some friends from Parable and others. We're reading 'The Reason for God' by Tim Keller. We will share with each other weekly via the Facebook page for this group. (we do this a lot here in NYC where it's tough to get together physically) I am really enjoying all the reading and studying that I'm getting to do right now. There is so much for God to show us. And also, so much to share with others.

I can't share everything about the opportunities that God is bringing for me to share Him with others on this blog, because I want to respect the privacy of those I talk with. But please know that He is working in mighty ways and I'm thankful for all the encounters and conversations and new relationships that will help to spread His word and love. Thank you for helping me to be here to do His work. Thank you for your love and prayers and support.

Be blessed and look for the JOY! Oh yeah, and happy month-a-versary! We're in this ministry together!

Friday, February 6, 2009

February 6, 2009

It's Friday night and I'm home warming up after being out on the streets in the cold. I'm so thankful that it was warmer today than last night! And it's supposed to be up in the 40s tomorrow!! woohoo!

Today I was blessed to get to work at both Clinton Sr Center and Grand Central Neighborhood. I met more volunteers today, as well as seeing some familiar clients. Here's a few thoughts...
One of the volunteers I met today has an interesting story. She lost a good job because of cutbacks. To get assistance to help through the time till she can get another job, she was put into a program which requires a certain amount of time working in the center. She's a neat lady who is hoping to be a Foster mother in the future. I'll get to work with her once a week. I also met 4 volunteers who are students at NYU. It's always interesting to me to hear about what people are studying. One of the clients at GCN was very distraught a few weeks ago when I asked how he was. Last week he had his Bible with him at dinner and said his answers were in that book. This week he was praising God for helping him get a job. Awesome... After helping in the kitchen at GCN tonight, I got to help set up and decorate for a fundraiser. The goodies were donated from some very nice bakeries. They looked delicious. But I only looked...

On the way home tonight, I stopped at Wendy's and used the last of the balance on my gift card. I get the grilled chicken go wrap and baked potato off of the 'value menu'. (I squeezed 3 meals off of this one gift card from last summer!) My bus home stops right in front. Very handy. It was a nice treat.

I got to meet with the pastor from the church upstairs from the space yesterday. We had given them some of our personal stuff and things donated by mission teams when we moved out of the space. It was nice to see these items being used at their church and continuing to be used for God's kingdom in NYC. Pastor Ed has been a good encourager to both me and Mike. I appreciate the time he takes for our conversations. I'm passing on to him the information I've put together for NYC missions to help them with organizing volunteer teams coming to support their church.

Last night was a blast working at Coffeehouse. I got to see Alfonso, who usually works on Sundays. I haven't been there on a Sunday for a while, so it was good to see him last night. Augustine, Derek, Travis, AJ and Clarence were all working, too. Some of the clients are getting used to seeing me regularly now and even thank me for coming. I'm looking forward to having some serious and enlightening conversations with them. I enjoy so much getting to volunteer at the three centers each week. I was thinking today about how funny it is that part of my ministry is to wear a hairnet 5 days a week.

I need to spend some serious time on my Bible study this weekend. We're studying Hannah. I love how God speaks through His Word in just the right way at just the right time. There are a few of us who meet on Tuesday evenings for the study. And a few others join the conversations by a FaceBook page created for the study. We had to skip a couple of weeks while a few people were out of town, so it will be good to get back together next week!

I'm also working on putting together info to bring to AR when I go home in March for a missions conference at my home church. The time will be here before I know it. I really want to share the details of this ministry with all the people who make it possible for me to be here - all the prayer partners and financial supporters. I'm working on gathering pictures and other stuff. I need to get busy!!

But for now, I'll turn off the computer and get some rest.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

February 4, 2009

It's Wednesday and the week seems longer, but in a good way. God has really been blessing me with lots of opportunities to talk with and work with many people each week lately. Every encounter and conversation is like a gift to me. There is so much to learn when you stop to really interact with people. I'm very thankful that my 'job' is to invest my time in people. I don't deserve this privilege, and I won't take it for granted. Please pray for me to always see (and hear) people from God's perspective; to be ready to share Christ in the way most appropriate for them to see (and hear) Him.

Friday and Monday I enjoyed serving lunch at Clinton Sr. Center, which is just 9 blocks from my place. It's so convenient. One of the things I really love about the Clinton center is that most of the clients are Hispanic. I enjoy hearing them speaking, especially when I can recognize some of the words. They are a very friendly bunch, too. Right after lunch, there are activities they can choose to participate in, including dance lessons, computer classes, and of course, Bingo! I'm going to drop off some little 'prizes' to be used for Bingo. (you can send me some things to use for prizes if you wish - or even better, check out the senior centers in your area and donate to them!)

Just one of the blessings of volunteering with the Seniors is to get to hear their stories. Such interesting lives. Even if they may be living a very simple existence now (or even be homeless in NYC), they have not always been in their current situation. And in this world of high expectations, it's nice to have a relationship with someone who just wants to visit and talk. There is nothing as precious as spending your time with someone. It's a true gift of yourself.

Sunday I got to spend time with my friend Ashley. She came up to my neck of the woods and we had salads outdoors at a nearby restaurant. It was a little chilly, but the sun was out and it was nice to be outside. We then went shopping at my favorite store - Whole Foods, and picked up snacks for the Parable Superbowl get-together. I bought stuff I could eat, like hummus, carrots, baked organic corn chips, roasted soybean and corn kernels, and a whole pineapple (which was on sale, but we never did cut open). Ashely tried her best to find the fixin's for Rotel dip. No Rotel in the Upper West Side, so she settled for salsa to add to the Velveeta and ground beef. We came back to my place and cooked up the dip. (it smelled so good!) We finally made our way to the East Side for the get-together. Needless to say, people loved the dip. The transplanted southerners were happy to see an old favorite, and the non-Southerners gobbled it up, too.

I visited with my friend Allyson who cuts my hair. She's moved over to the East Side and I take 2 buses for about an hour (one-way) trip. But I enjoy talking with her and she's always happy to talk about God. And she enjoys chopping my hair off! She's from Guyana, and I love her accent!

Last evening, I met my friend Cody for dinner. We went to Chinatown. Cody is Chinese and moved to NYC when he was about 2 years old. He knows all the good places to eat! He ordered our dinner speaking Chinese, so I had no idea what we were getting till it came to the table. It was very good and I tried using my chopsticks until hunger won out and I had to switch to a fork. Then we went next door to a bakery and had Bubble Tea drinks. Actually, instead of tea, we both had Bubble Fresh Fruit drinks. Mine was like a strawberry smoothie with the large black tapioca 'bubbles'. You get a big fat straw for sucking up the bubbles (or pearls, as they are also called). The bubbles are kind of chewy and really don't have any flavor, but they are kind of fun.






I always like a new adventure. Cody is always great about showing me new places and things about NYC. Cody and I always have good, deep conversations. We can be totally honest about things, even when we don't agree. He encourages me and challenges me and blesses me. Please keep Cody in your prayers as he continues his journey in having a deeper relationship with our Father.

Today, I'll be meeting with my friend Jenny after her shift of interning at Amy's Bread. We'll grab a bite to eat and talk about cooking and nutrition and stuff like that. Jenny has offered to help me with my Spanish. Her family is from Puerto Rico and she has lived in NYC all her life. She loves cooking and especially baking. We also have some open and interesting conversations about God. I'm so thankful for all those in my life that keep me seeking and searching and growing in my walk with Him.

Another thing I am thankful for here in NYC is that God has surrounded me with people who have such a variety of interests. With each friendship, I'm allowed to grow in a different way. And yet, we have a common bond of seeking a meaningful relationship with the Father. Even those people I am acquainted with who aren't Christians are seeking a meaningful relationship of some kind. That's where God provides those opportunities to share how important He is in my life.

I caught up on reading Bro. Wes George's (Sr Pastor at my home church, FBC Rogers AR) yesterday. I am encouraged about his words explaining the need to be authentic salt and light in whatever circumstances God places us in. We are all created by God, but not all created for the same walk in life. He knows best how to use each of us. We need to be obedient to be ready so that we can be aware of the needs (physical, emotional, spiritual) of people around us. Please pray that I stay aware and ready to share Him.
Now I'm heading out into the cold for lunch with Jenny and then to the soup kitchen to serve tonight. My heart goes out to all those who have no home tonight. It will be bitterly cold. I'm thankful that some will have a hot meal and at least a chair to sleep in at GCN. Please pray not only for those who seek refuge in the shelters, but also for all those workers who make the shelters possible. Especially during this time of recession when a lot of the agencies are hit with budget cuts.
I'm praying for friends in AR that are still without power. I'm thankful that it will only be for a while and not permanent. I pray for safety in the cold for everyone. I pray for the warmth of God's love in everyone's heart.
Blessings!!